i am a ravenous pig.

but it would be better if i was a ravenous pug, which is what i accidentally typed the first time.

today i consumed:
-green shake
-the other half of that stuffed tomato; spinach salad
-banana with almond butter
-a bunch of pineapple
-3 or 4 coconut date rolls (which i am addicted to)
-pineapple/banana/coconut/ginger smoothie (YUM)
-1/2 FILTER BAR! (aka the holy grail)
-2 dried peaches from tj's

banana count: at least 3, possibly more!

apparently, not only was i ravenous, but i seem to have returned to my natural state of fruitarian. i guess this should not have come as a shock to me given my experience last time and my unending love of sugar.

note: the filter bar is back! i bought a couple, but i already wish i had more. i think of gg, whose grandparents were of the depression generation and hoarded thousands of dollars in small change throughout their house up until their deaths. if raw had the shelf life for it, i would follow the very same strategy. when i asked the filter employees about this bar, they were elusive as ever telling me that they had "no idea" what is in it or where it comes from. even the person who allegedly does the ordering told me that the bars are excellent sellers but mysteriously could not tell me where they come from. i'm placated for now, but i'm still gonna need some answers! if any one has any information about these bars, please contact me.

also, i'm following pq's lead and laying off the psyllium for a few days. i'm bloated and its gross.